Most nights, I'm good for only four or five hours of sleep. That leaves the other 20. I have to fill them some way. Andy Behrman fillgoodhour Change image and share on social
I felt like I was the only person on the planet with this 'thing called depression', and I remember being frightened. I was knocked out and dopey, and I cried all of the time. Andy Behrman callcrydepression Change image and share on social
Manic depression is a type of depression, technically, and it's the opposite of uni-polar. Manic depression is also called bi-polar disorder. Some people don't like to call it that because they think it makes it sound too nice, when the reality is if you have manic-depression you have manic-depression. Andy Behrman calldepressiondisorder share on social
People accuse me of glamorizing mental illness. Looking back sometimes, that's true. But I don't feel guilty. Andy Behrman accusebackfeel Change image and share on social
Friends and family were convinced I was functioning just fine because I was efficient, productive and successful - who wouldn't be working twenty hour days? I had everybody fooled with my illness. Andy Behrman convincedayefficient Change image and share on social
I am a rapid-cycling manic-depressive, bi-polar one disorder, which means I can have thirty or forty episodes a year, and I used to have thirty to forty episodes a year. Andy Behrman cycledepressivedisorder Change image and share on social
My ever-present mania meant I was never phased by staying up twenty hours a day or by the different time zones. I was Superman. Andy Behrman dayhourmania Change image and share on social
My illness is one often characterized by dramatic overspending - in my case through frenzied shopping sprees, credit card abuse, excessive hoarding of unnecessary material goods and bizarre generosity with family, friends and even strangers. Andy Behrman abusebizarrecard share on social
I think, when it comes to psychiatry, that a lot of people are overmedicated. I think when it comes to ECT a lot of people go through too much. I think there's a lot of guesswork in psychiatry. Andy Behrman ectguessworklot Change image and share on social
As no one knew much about my mental illness, a lot of people had the attitude that I had the capability to 'kick it' and get better instantly. This was the most frustrating attitude for me. Andy Behrman attitudecapabilityfrustrate Change image and share on social